It began several weeks ago when I walked into my bathroom first thing in the morning to turn the shower on and my iPhone went sailing from my hand, flying across the bathroom and into the toilet....ker-plunk! Really??!
Horrified, I snatched it from the bowl, but the damage had been done. The speakers wouldn't work as well as some other features and--reluctant to buy a new phone--I let it sit in a bag of rice for 4 days, hoping to dry it out. This was particularly inconvenient since we got rid of our home phone ages ago and my business is also run quite a bit through my cell. SO...I broke down and decided to get a new phone. I backed up the phone to iTunes and my laptop and brought it in to trade for new one. Well, when I went to upload, my back up was gone and I somehow ended up deleting the last back up I had done before that. I ended up with information on my phone from 2011! Needless to say, a lot of time and aggravation ensued culminating in a four hour stay at Verizon wireless with two very impatient children. Wow. Not fun and worst of all, I lost all my settings. Factory out of the box. Though my information was retrieved and reloaded, it all had to be sorted, edited, and worked on. It's still not how I had it. It ended up being about a week and half that I was incommunicado. Email and Skype was roughing it.
Next, I was trying to print aura photography brochures so I could leave for my aura photo event in RI and the printer got a paper jam. This ended up in a several hour fight with the printer which showed error message after error message until it ran out of ink and I left for my road trip 3 hours late, arriving at my hotel room at 11:30 at night with no brochures. The printer which is fairly new is still not functioning.
Then something even worse happened. I woke from a lucid dream one morning where a tsunami was headed towards me and I had just turned to run. Several hours later I found myself at another local business booking an aura photography event. I opened my laptop to pull up my schedule to find a message that read: 'WARNING - RELOADING FACTORY SETTINGS-DO NOT UNPLUG!' Noooooooooooo!!!
So long story short, I had no laptop for about 5 days while my hard drive was being replaced. During this time, we were planning for our 2 year anniversary events and I now had no computer, I was virtually helpless to get anything done. My information was able to be saved thank goodness but again the discomfort of factory rebooted settings, all of my old games and programs are gone, including Microsoft office and outlook. I found an old copy of outlook but my contacts are gone. I am starting from scratch.
I was also then reminded by my friend Claudia, to energetically clear the aura camera and make it my own. I did so with a combination of sacred herbs and ceremony, prayer, and a crystal grid. Again the sense of reset, reboot, clean slate.
Hmmmm....anyone recognizing a pattern here? Energy vibrates in patters so if you want to know what the message is, you've got to figure out the pattern. What are the possibilities?
Could the first 3 be messages that the camera needed to be cleared? Maybe, but it feels bigger than that.
Don't rely so much on electronics because they could all be gone in one fell swoop? Maybe.
Another possibility: time to get out of your comfort zone and change it up. Clean slate, reboot, create what matches your vibration now, what serves your highest and best now because maybe there's a better way--if I start at the beginning and think about things with fresh eyes.
Time to reboot and recharge myself? Maybe a much needed vacation is in order? I have been in a whirlwind of activity and not taking as good care of myself as I should.
Is there something in my life that's not working that I am avoiding dealing with? Yup.
Also, since I have become such a good manifester, it works both ways, when I am focused and feeling good, I can create miracles but when I am feeling off, overwhelmed, angry, frustrated, panicky, anxious, in a rush, in fear or not going with the flow my energy gets "begigitty" and I tend to break things, hurt myself, blow up my electronics and cause general chaos to ensue in my life. These also seem to be the times when my children push me to my limits or other people trigger me in certain ways. Some times the reverberation of this last days, weeks, months.
Our thoughts and emotions are potent stuff. Everything is a mirror of what ever is showing up for us is a reflection of what's going on internally - mentally, emotionally, spiritually. It will show up on the physical level last. Then louder and louder ways until we deal with it one way or another. Look for the pattern.
One thing that helps when dealing with this is centering and grounding daily or as often as needed. I must confess I have gotten a bit off of my daily routine and usually my grounding rituals are the first thing to slip. When I'm not grounding all those feelings go out into thought form and then presto manifesto into real form as my energy coming back to me. So ground them down into Mother Earth to be transformed to light or to Archangel Michael to be taken to be transmuted back to Divine Love.
Another possibility: are these just smaller shakes and rumblings of a larger "tsunami" of change that is coming? And if big change comes will I run from it? If so the answer is to anchor into Mother Earth as solidly as you can and anchor in a column of white light around you, connecting you to universal Divine Love. Ask to be in alignment with what ever is for your highest and best purpose at this time.
So quiz time: Which one is the right answer?
All of the above. Never take a message at face value. There are always layers of messages within a vibration that can apply to many aspects of your life. Some possibilities will vibrate within you stronger than others but look for the nugget somewhere in there...there's a reason that possibility came to mind. There's something I can take away from each of those messages and by becoming aware of the pattern and shining light on it, it can be just enough to shift the pattern if not completely completely erase it from showing up in your life. Hopefully "I got it" and therefore am done with this little sequence of very expensive lessons. Time to get back in the flow, moving forward with ease and Grace.
Abundant Blessings, Amy